I offer the following experience to you in hopes that it will inspire
you to request assistance from your higher self (or guides, or Universe,
or Divine energy...whatever you believe in) and follow your intuition
and guidance that you receive...
During the Blue Crystal Storm year I felt an urge to break free of
the 10 year relationship I was in. Allowing the truth of the matter
to bubble up from my subconscious self into the light of my consciousness
was difficult...but then deciding what to do and how to do it became
the most torturous ordeal.
On November 13th, 2004 (Friday the 13th!) I was working from home
on my computer having the most frustrating day I've had in a long
time: I could not send any messages...I could RECEIVE messages, but
I could not send any!! I knew there was a major symbol in all of this...and
I tried, with my brother's help (he's a computer expert) to fix the
problem for hours on end. He said he had never seen anything like
it. I feel certain that I was, energetically, effecting my computer
and the ability to send-receive flowingly. I was blocked.
During this frustrating day my boyfriend came home and we started
a serious relationship conversation. I just blurted out: I need to
be alone! I need a change! Then, of course, cried and cried and cried...
About one week before I had had the revelation: I can leave! It's
probably easier for me to leave than for him to leave (my job is portable).
So I started thinking about where I could go. I've always been a lover
of Europe so I automatically thought of France or Italy. I tried to
imagine myself there and I searched for places to rent on the internet.
But, the vision didn't gel. I couldn't see myself in France or Italy
- it just wasn't happening. Didn't feel right.
So...on this very frustrating day, as I sat at my desk at my window
I looked up to the heavens and, with tears in my eyes and the most
sincere intensity ever I pleaded: "Show me where to go!!!! I
need to go somewhere! Show me! Give me a sign within 24 hours. Pleeeeeeease!!!"
There was alot of feeling behind my request and I was desperate. (I
think the intensity helps!)
That night the plan was to go out to my girlfriends place, sit by
the fire outside and have some drinks with another of my girlfriends.
It turns out that it wasn't just going to be the three of us because
one of my friends had her really good friend in town so...we told
her to come along too. This was the first real time I've hung around
with this girl. Spontaneous. New. We all had a great time that night
by the fire (well, I was a little dull, as I recall, but trying to
make the best of it - I didn't talk about the fact that I wanted to
go somewhere to get away) then...
The next morning we all went for breakfast. During the breakfast this
new friend started talking about a great, little fishing and surfing
village she went to in Mexico! My ears perked up. Everything she said
about this village totally resonated with every part of my being.
I looked at my other friend who knew that I was looking for somewhere
to go and she knew, too. An explosion took place and I told everyone
that I had requested a sign within 24 hours that would give me a huge,
unmistakeable Road Sign pointing to where I needed to go. Well...the
sign had come in 16 hours flat~!
The more we talked about the pueblo in Mexico the more I was sure
that this was the place I was being guided to go.
One of the biggest synchronicities was the fact that I had dreamt
of Mexico 3 times in October!!! And, what was really crazy about that
was, that when I was writing the dreams down I thought: Mexico???
What? I NEVER think of Mexico! I'd never been there - didn't want
to go there - had no interest in Mexico. I was a total Europe-o-phile!
In the Mexico dreams of October 2004 there were groups of young, creative,
friendly people (yup!), young men that liked me (nice!), crumbling
buildings (my own structure crumbling and transforming....I am in
a 11-Spectral-Letting Go-Liberation year after all!!)....and there
was even a Mexican lover (that's another story!)...So, Mexico it is!
How could I not go? This was the sign, I knew it with all of my being.
The clincher (as if I needed more confirmation!) was the fact that
the name of the village, numerologically, is a 27/9....and my Life
Path is a 27/9 as is my name: Tracey! Crazy eh?
My girlfriend and I have beeing saying for years now, as we have opened
up to being aware of all the synchronicities and stunning magicalness
of Life: I can't believe it!!! But....we are trying to change our
exclamation to: I can believe it!! (heh heh)
So, to finish the story off: I booked my ticket for Mexico for 2 months:
January and February 2005. It was life-changing. Exactly what I needed.
(thank you higher self!)
For the first month I spent most of my time by myself, sitting on
the large boulders surrounded by dynamic ocean (it is verrrry powerful
energetically down there! It felt like the dynamism of the crashing
waves were breaking down and washing away all the old stuff that was
no longer needed (Pluto, that powerful force, was actually squaring
my Saturn as soon as I arrived) - purifying me - then, at the same
time, filling me up with life-affirming power)...communing with it
all.
The second month I came out of hiding and starting meeting more people
- my White Dog guide has defnitely been doing it's job of guiding
me towards companions of destiny!
In March I came home and my boyfriend and I broke up - then I flew
back to Sayulita for April, May and June. This second trip was even
more magical than the first! (utterly amazing)
The transformative powers of Blue Crystal Storm freed me into being
absolutely fearless and feeling the most free I've felt in all my
life...
So...don't forget to request assistance when you need it - the energies
are right there just waiting to hear your request! That's what the
energies love to do best....help you out...you just have to ask.
Tracey
Feliz
en Mexico!
Update
July 2009 - 4 1/2 years later I am still living in Mexico and loving
it! Still with the Mexican guy who turned up in that dream before
Mexico was even a glimmer in my eye (incidentally that dream laid
out what our 'issues' would be to a T - I think we're both learning
a lot) and now...my life long dream has been fulfilled and I have
Land!! Yes. About to build a small house on it and plant a garden.
I have tropical fruit trees in abundance there already - now the land
just needs me and my love and attention!
