The whole world was in a Blue Crystal Storm year
July 26, 2004 to July 25th, 2005

Scroll down to the bottom for recent Personal Observations and a synchronistic tale


Tone 12: Crystal - Complex Stability


Blue Storm - Cauac

Shadow Wisdom of Blue Storm/Cauac

Our planet is in the last part of the grand cycle of Cauac, where the shadow between the paths of heart and mind amplifies any separation. As predicted in the Hopi prophecy, the path of the mind is now separating even further from the path of the heart. As the gap between heart and mind widens, that part of you that follows the intellectual, rational path is being intensified and pushed into transformation.

In the shadow of Cauac are held issues of spiritual separation. Cauac bridges the time and space between physical and nonphysical realities. This space can be viewed as a wall or veil between you and the Creator. The intensity of your desire to go 'home' is often met with equal force from the collective belief in separation. At times, you may even experience a sense of despair and helplessness over the apparent gap between you and Spirit.

Take courage - you will move through the wall! During this process, you may encounter intense feelings related to the original trauma of separation from Source. But equally intense feelings will take you through the wall to sacred reunion on the other side. On this journey, you will meet and deal with the charge of that part of your power that has not been freed into love. And in your yearning for your spiritual home, you will be assisted by ascended beings and masters whose purpose is to aid in your return.

A prominent shadow of Cauac is the fear of loss, the fear that by jumping into the unknown, you will lose everything: companions, loved ones, attachments, possessions - perhaps even your body or mind. Cauac is the crucible of revolution. This transformation is so inclusive that you may be reluctant to take risks for fear of the depth of change. You may even have feelings of despair or giving up. Though it can appear frightening, this process is actually there to serve you - to magnify your feelings until you address them, using them as fuel to propel you thorugh the transformational barrier itself.

Another shadow of Cauac falls on those who seek to escape or transcend earthly reality through addictions of all kinds - to substances, fears, self-doubts, material comforts, relationships, sexual obsessions, and work, among others. Addictions are like incomplete rites of passage, where compulsive behaviour creates a feeling of being trapped rather than being free. They may offer the appearance of freedom, but only spiritual connection can offer true freedom. On the other hand, the desire from a new or altered state can become an indirect spiritual path leading to transcendence. Thus the escape is incomplete, yet it eventually brings one to the opportunity of a profound transformation.

Any illusions you may have about self are magnified intensely through the lens of Cauac.

When you experience separation from Spirit's love, questions of Essence Self and issues of archetypal self-worth arise. This separation springs from a basic denial of your oneness with Spirit. Denial can be seen as consciously or unconsciously holding something away from yourself, and it creates an energy loss and a feeling of disconnection from your potential.

However, that which feels like it has been lost returns when you forgive yourself. Accept your human process, freeing the power and potential that has been locked in your fear-based emotions. Accept your behaviours as part of your learning experience. Let go of the rigid belief systems and judgements that hold denial in place.

Acceptance is the allowance that creates freedom, and separation is the guide to union. You may tend to deny your feelings and your growth process, thinking that you are above them or have already worked through them. This denial amplifies and intensifies the feelings until they come into awareness. Know that the intensity of your process is also healing your cellular and genetic memory, as well as the collective issues of humanity and the planet. Simply accept the truth of your experience, no matter how intense or difficult it may seem. Embrace everything that happens to you and you will regain all the vital energy that can be applied to the purposes of evolution.


Now is the time to move into the Light of Blue Storm...

Qualities of Blue Storm/Cauac: purification, transformation, reunion, light body, activation for ascension, thunderbeing, lightning path, initiation by fire, ecstasy of freedom.

Cauac is the initiation by fire, the lightning path, the arrival of the thunderbeings who bring the final transformation. To the Maya, Cauac represents the storm, the thundercloud full of purifying rain, and the lightning that shatters any false structuring of reality. Cauac is the purification of the 'body temple' and the ignition of the light body. In these last years of a twenty-six-thousand-year Mayan grand cycle, Cauac comes to help you in the disintegration process that moves you from separation to ascension. This initiation by fire breaks any false containers of self that cannot withstand the flame of transmutation. Only your true identity will live through these fires, for you will be reborn in the heart of All That Is.

Cauac provides the water that purifies and quenches your spiritual thirst. In this state of consciousness, you stand willing to surrender everything. You give up what you seem to be in order to become fully what you are. You step into the fires of the unknown, and you are changed forever.

With the energy of Cauac, you may at first feel as though your life is not working the way it used to. Old ways of coping may not suffice, and simple perceptions may take on different meanings. You might find yourself saying, "I'm feeling overwhelmed. I'm just not sure about anything anymore." You may even feel as though you are having a breakdown within the patterns of your old beliefs. But in the new myth, breaking down becomes breaking through. You have simply come to the 'wall', the edge of what you kenw yourself to be.

Allow Cauac's storm to purify and cleanse you.

Cauac catalyzes and prepares your nervous system and circuitry for complete transformation. It is the electromagnetic storm of transmutation, the clearing and quickening of your physical, mental, emotional, and etheric bodies. As you become aligned with the descending energies, and evolve in consciousness, you body's vibration is raised, becoming less 'dense'. Your new alignment ignites the quickening process that transmutes the shadows of the past, including experiences, judgements, thoughtforms, and old patterns that have held you back.

As you move into this new vibration, you may feel off balance. In this transformational shift, you will feel unusual quickenings on every level of your being. You will sense emotional and physical 'imbalances' and restructuring. Your issues will be catalyzed and brought out for you to address. By being present with your old patterns you have a unique opportunity to access the energy of Cauac, which is experienced as an inner transformational 'storm', a natural part of the process of vibrational shift and quickening.

Whether you are experiencing these changes consciously or unconsicously, the vibrational change is adjusting your energy pattern to accomodate the flow of the language of light. These new frequencies feed you on every level of your being. As your transformation progresses, you quickly become aware of the unconscious material you still need to process. No longer can you escape the effects of your belief systems. Fears and negative images can all be felt very quickly. The transformation is experienced as if it were happening 'from the inside out'. Things seem to 'cook' inside you.

Your innate resonance with these energies may bring on some intense experiences. For example, you may experience unusual brain sensations as the light-sensitive pituitary and pineal glands are activated. You may also experience ringing in the ears, muscle and joint aches, and nervous system disordeers, as well as tingling, heat waves, and heart palpitations. Though the intensity may at times feel overwhelming, your heart-knowing will tell you the difference between these experiencesand real health concerns. These changes stem from the heightened frequency of light in your system and are a natural part of the process of ascension.

If you judge, deny or resist your process, you may actually amplify these sensations. Avoid labeling them as pain or discomfort. Take care of yourself. Seek guidance and support - whatever will ease your mind and physical process. This may include supplements, herbs, massage, exercise, psychological support, and so forth. Gently allow your body/mind its transformation and rejoice that this alignment is happening. Offer your experience to Spirit. In return, Spirit will give you the wisdom for your perfect evolvement.

One powerful technique that will help you in your transformation and purification process is to meditate, opening yourself to Spirit and infusing your entire being with light and love. This may sound simple, but it can have profound results. You are creating the sacred ground where your physical form meets your light body. Much like gestation and birth, it is a process that, once begun, has its innate unfoldment.

You are in the process of crafting a light body, which interpenetrates your light seals and chakra systems. It is created through ignition and expansion of interstellar light within the subatomic levels of your cells. The process involves a physical quickening, an electromagnetic acceleration and restructuring. This transformation is activating every aspect of your being, all the way down to cellular and genetic levels.

Remember that you have chosen to take part in this rebirth, both on a planetary and a personal level - the planetary dream, the miracle on Earth, is what brought you here! You are becoming the living model of the new reality. As an emissary of the great change, you are a transformer of the collective myth. Riding the crest of the wave, you are travelling both outward and inward on your journey home - for yourself and for all those who will follow after you.

A simple catalyst for this catapulting force is the integration of duality within. The personal integration of shadow is what will create the miracle! Personal shadow is simply that which is separated from the full light of consciousness. By integrating shadow, you are freed from delusions of right or wrong, good and evil. Shadow provides an opportunity for you to bring in all of your expanded essence.

Another useful construct in the new paradigm of Cauac is known as 'pulsation flux', which is the oscillation of consciousness as a unified wave between finite and infinite worlds and between matter and energy. The energy or consciousness of this wave is what actually creates and holds physical reality together. Pulsation flux is usually not perceived except in transcendent experiences, because you generally perceive yourself as solid matter, however, before the veil of separation descended, you could move between identity and deity at will, consciously functioning in two realities at once. In fact, your Essence Self functions in all valences and realities right now. By consciously aligning with this flow, you can similarly operate with awareness in all realities. You have an intrinsic and eternal connection to the infinite!

Consciousness is a structural metaphor that is calling for transformation. As your consciousness becomes crystallized, narrow, and complex, it invites the process of dissipaton to 'unravel' and break it free. As you travel the spiral vortex of light, expanding into ever-widening realms of truth, your crystallized energy breaks down and transcends form. This process can be very intense, but if you embrace it, you can be transformed into a freed adventurer - a divine actor who can play any part without becoming attached to it.


Harmonic Wisdom of Blue Storm/Cauac

The harmonic wisdom embodied in Cauac is freedom, which can be defined as the state of being unconstrained by fate, karma, necessity, or circumstances in one's choices or actions. Freedom is an open reality wherein you know that you are at choice every moment. This state of being originates from an innate perception of reality. It is the understanding that you are an 'actor', free to play any part at any moment without being attached to it. You work with your life's 'scripts', your attachments and perceptions, in order to free them. From this perspective comes the fullest freedom: learning to live in natural harmony and union with divine will.

In music, this concept is expressed by the term 'a piacere', which means "at the pleasure of the performer." As a divine actor aligned with divine will, you are free at any moment to dance the dance of ecstasy.

The musical descriptor of this harmonic is senza, meaning 'without measure.' This refers to a composition that has the feeling of freedom. Since all limitations and separation are illusory, freedom is without measure.

Our Tone for this year is Tone 12 - Crystal

Stability in expansion, greater constellation, union of polarity, framework of connectedness.

Twelve is the ray of Complex Stability, the foundation of self and the foundation of essence in union with the mystical truth of polarity. All things are interwoven in the dance of yin and yang. All parts make up a greater whole. Draw on the wisdom, strength, and stability you derive as a member of the greater coucil. No matter what your experience, there is a complex stability in the larger pattern that invites you to feel stable as you expand and evolve. Living in a world of polarities, yet knowing that all parts are one in the unified whole, creates the underlying framework of connectedness. The hologram of polarity is simply the structure, the loom upon which worlds and realities are woven.

Stability is a matter of perception. Find where you can openly flow and expand in the midst of seeming complexity. Utilize the relationships created by polarity to explore and expand any self-limiting construct. Open your perceptions. Through you, the mysterious balance of the cosmos is fulfilled.

***Next year we will be in a Yellow Cosmic Seed year - the 13th and last year in a 13 year cycle that started in July, 1993 with Yellow Magnetic Seed***

These excerpts were taken from the book, "The Mayan Oracle - Return Path to the Stars" by Ariel Spilsbury & Michael Bryner - Click here to email Ariel and purchase a signed copy!


Dream Symbolism of Blue Storm/Cauac

If your dreams are full of the following dream images or feelings you are experiencing Blue Storm!

Rushing water, rain, stormy oceans, tears/crying.
Lightning, electricity sparks.
Fire in any form; burning houses (tranforming Self), forest fires (showing that your unconscious material/self is being activated and transformed).
Walls that you come up against - can't go over, under or through them.
Flying (desire for Freedom, being/feeling Free!)
Death in all it's myriad forms.

Astral travel may be activated at this time too.

Emotions felt while waking or dreaming: Fear, intense highs and lows, feeling ill-at-ease, uncomfortable, self-doubt, flat, and/or free!


Astrological Significance

Check your astrological chart to see if you have transits that include Pluto and/or Uranus.

Blue Storm/Cauac combines the intense transformative powers of Pluto (and Scorpio) with the radical re-wiring and revelatory powers of Uranus (and Aquarius).


Personal Observations

On the morning of July 26th I had this dream - about pure Freedom!! (I believe my dream was showing me the theme of this mayan year for me)

In my post on I did not write all the details of the dream because I didn't want to reveal too much (all my Scorpio planets!) but, I will now. In my dream of July 26, 2004 I dreamt that I broke up with my boyfriend - and, although there were yucky feelings during the actual break up in the dream when I was walking away, on my own, I was overcome with this incredible feeling of well-being and ultimate Freedom!!! The amazing feeling poured out of me and I exclaimed, "Free at LAST!!!!" Then I awoke. It was only later in the day, while I was in the bath (water as receptivity!), that I recalled the fact that it was the first day of Blue Crystal Storm. I had never equated Blue Storm with Freedom, consciously, though. I had always equated Blue Storm with transformation and bursting through walls of I re-read Blue Storm that day I was taken aback by the Freedom aspect and how it perfectly dovetailed with my dream. My dream, of course, made me wonder: Will I break up with my boyfriend this year? And.....sure enough, I did! I took off to Mexico in January 2005 for 2 months (how I ended up in Mexico is a cool, cosmic tale in itself!) then came back home for March, broke up with my boyfriend (of 10 years), then went back to Mexico for 3 months. The 5 months I just had in Mexico were FILLED with Freedom feelings...the absolute ultimate feeling for a Sagittarian Sun/Venus with Jupiter/Moon in Leo in the 9th house! My Blue Storm Dream had, indeed, come true....I have felt, time and time again, since January: Free at LAST!!!